Monday, May 12, 2003

You know, sometimes I go online and I read ppl's blogs and Xanga sites, and they seem ever so articulate. Do I sound articulate at all? Haha. Sometimes I feel like a big incoherent blob. It's OK though, as long as one can decipher the meaning of my words with time. I am getting my wisdom teeth extracted on the 23rd. Yay. Three teeth at once. I hope I don't bleed too much. Last time I only did one and I bled all over my pillow case. Not a pretty sight mind you. But maybe the physical pain will distract me from the emotional torment that is dental school ;). *grin*. My life...well, it isn't perfect, but it isn't horrible. It's just life ya know? I am healthy, my parents relatively healthy...but old age and time are wearing down on them I know. It's all a cycle, though a cycle that I feel goes all too quickly sometimes. Only yesterday I felt like I was in elementary school. When you can reminisce on old times and you feel your body not functioning as optimally as it has in the past, you know old age is getting to you. Maybe I should be more physically active. But right now I feel like trips to the gym would undermine my other efforts....and that any trips I make will be too infrequent to really mean anything in terms of me becoming healthier. I have an operative dentistry quiz I should be studying for, but am not. Perhaps I should go and do that instead of writing aimlessly on this blog site. I don't update too often, and I don't know who reads this really. Probably ppl randomly clicking on my away messages or buddy info. I do that in boredom too.
Do I sound like an old woman? Hahaha. I had lunch and studied w/a friend this weekend and he was saying that we're still young. It's funny how people can have such different perspectives on the same issue. I agree...we're not that old. But we're not children anymore...I need to study...study...yup....*blink*