There are things you do in life because you have to...it's just something prewired. There are things you don't do that your heart wants you to do. I can't help but wonder, how many people do things in life that somehow ends up to be something they have to do and something that there heart wants them to do? I can't say I know what it is I have to do in life. I just know that whatever it is that I want has to be in line with what the Lord wants. Not out of necessity, but because He's the one who endows people's hearts with their desires. Ambiguous yah? I don't understand myself sometimes. Maybe there isn't anything to understand. The scenes that grace my dreams are so comforting, sometimes you just don't want to wake up. But there is importance in making things come into fruition in the real world. I have yet to go out and do so...to the extent that I would actually be proud and have stories to tell.

What was it you wanted?
I just wanna say don't ever change
And thank you, I don't think we will meet again
And we must leave now
Before the sun rises over the skyscrapers
And the city landscape comes into being
Sweat on my skin, oh
This mess we're in

I just read one of my best friend's xanga sites about Tiffany jewelry and such. It makes me wonder why I'm such a simple person. I don't care about very many things. I don't usually obsess over stuff unless it does something I like. I mean, the only things I buy really are like instruments. Then otherwise I'm a content person. I don't bask in finding brand name anything. I'm weird. Maybe I should have been born a man. But I agree with rena, I'd rather have steak. Actually, sushi. But I'm sorta redeveloping my taste for steak. Anyhow, happy day to all.

Hello all. I'm at biomed library right now. I should be studying, but my restless self is aimlessly clicking at away messages and reading different ppl's blogs. I am having finals next week. So for those of you who aren't too busy, please post! Keep me entertained! I mean it! I mean, I get so bored studying. It's the only thing I have to live for outside of dental school. Well, not really. But please post. OK, back to neuroanatomy.